Perspective notes

Take the first step in faith. You don't have to see the whole star case, just take the first step. Martin Luther King, Jr. 

Sitting at Starbucks in Stockholm and the local employees is giving me free coffee and discussing American football - one of them a great guy except the Patriots part. Nevertheless, the free gesture is perfect for the almost broke Cowboy fan, when I wait for the next coming day - need study all day for an exam at the University here in Stockholm (KTH) in the end of August - so the scholar ship for Medical school is safe, hence no private loan nor helping parents needs to contribute for this voyage. Since the money was not present all the way until scholar ship could kick in.

When starting this journey I was cocky, confident and determined for success. Well, there was some deep holes in the stair case in the name of economy - something in common with the Greek gods* from Saturday night live. There has been a wild trip, in a mixture of the US - Marine core base in San Diego, fetus position, arrested, tested for Mental illness, arrested at a maternal clinic, got a Math female - lost her, loosing Medical school and on. Believe and on - with capital letters. Notwithstanding, a solitude life style with broken clothes and homelessness. However, never giving up, and now I have contact with a new Medical University with an intriguing curriculum and an rough country topography - it was Hercules goal location. In the end I will have a inverse of a modest student loan and an adventure that will open the gate to the Antarctica where my crave for adventure and new experiences - mentally and physically - who will blossom as a wild flower - the way it should be, for the wild soul - This vessel posses. 


* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IcaHutZQiIA