torsdag 9 juni 2011

"runs deep" - why I'm running - from 29'th of December

70 min of amazingly run in Djurgården – the cold black water from ”Östersjön” where pices of broken is – from the isbreaker, gently floates in in the beautiful night and reflecting the big city lights of Stockholm. The fresh and oxidized winter air runs deep through my vascular system – arteries and veins. My mind, has as long as I can remember, been set on a analytical mode. I ‘ve hard takig orders – if I don’t know it’s valid or correct. I have to know. I like the driver seat, there is no other way.  While others use running and other form of ”solo” cardio vascular exercises for it’s philopsophical moment – a break for the mind. My selfe I’m use it for a break in the studies -  the input is fresh and repeating it selfe while running (the information from the books) as well as I’m planing the next step in life. While my knowledge increases – motivation amplifies in an exponetially growth- like a T4-virus droping the information (receipt) to the ribosomes of an host cell (bacteria) and the information copeis – the new virus parts assemblies  into complete new virus particles. The host cell burst open and releases 100 to 200 new particle viruses and they can start a new cycle by infecting nearby cells. It’s an exponentiel growth as well as my knowledge increases in an exponential manner.
Last nigth, was my first salsa lesson. ”Elephant on the run” I’m so in to the music and the natural rythm it causes in the body – It’s impossible to be still – trust me, it’s impossible. I’m loving it, as well as the big challenge for my mind,  following the new steps and multiple dance partners (changing all the time – just when I get the hang of it – in my mind anyway) – I quess it’s the way of learning salsa – training on new partners so the information sets in the ”back bone” (as we say in Sweden).  I’ts deffinitely my new interest. Now it’s back to the books – for know.


Your sincerely Anders

lördag 4 juni 2011

Riveting

en pair of Nimbus , the body as vessel around Djurgården via Globen and over to Karlbergs obstacle course where I ran into an nice and ambitious athlete named Lars Cornéer – cyclist.  In the obstacle course where the momentum is the superior factor – velocity and mass and back to the Old town of Stockholm for optimizing RBC production (Red blood cells/Erythrocytes) which is  rich of hemoglobin in their cytoplasm. Hemoglobin contains Iron and capable of binding oxygen. Increasing amount of RBC will increase my ability of endurance sport. Main objective is  a special event this summer. Which is the main reason for increasing the time of training in an almost exponential manner. Using my own body as a test laboratory. Commitment, organized hard training  showing how perplex and profoundly the human anatomy is – whitin increasing endurance over a period of time. As an extremely rich student, My agenda will exclude my Polar watch and high tech gadgets. Optimizing my body, mind and cardio vascular system in one perfect syncronized unit.
One of Albert Einstein thesis : ”The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing.” Going my own way in knowing the body and mind, leave out high tech. The human mind is lazy and need stimulans for reaching higher goals. Going back to ancient Greece where the body and mind was perfect. As well as extreme stamina and strength.
Keep training in the free world with a big smile

Life

A rainy day in the beginning of November 2004 I opened my eyes. Scanning the dark room, wich gave a solitary impression – where was I?
Due to recognition of the well made beds, alarm buttons attached to the bed and IV racks, I knew where I was lying – in a Swedish hospital. The doctor later informed me of the diagnosis (when I was able to communicate), acute subdural hematoma (mortality rate 60-80%). I had two choices. First one was to follow the instructions and slowly getting the old active life back – as it were before. Second choice (my own, the doctor only gave me one choice) was to do it faster. My heart chose the second alternative. I missed my close ones, especially my father and mother – my mental level was as an 8 year old boy trapped in an older vessel. I wanted to go home as soon as possible – it was the motivation of my life.

Almost 7 years later I am finished with a pre-med course here in Stockholm and accepted to a medical school close to Stockholm. The experiences I got due to the hospilatization motivates me to increase my knowledge in medicine and physiology – amplyfying my passion for the human anatomy and the power of mind if you have determination.

As a ski instructor or personal trainer I have as long as I remember always been eager to motivate and help others using playfulness as a tool, I have traveled to different places of the globe – travels that has involved amazing experiences of interacting with new cultures and people. I’ve always dreamt of kids of my own. Now I am a father of two wonderfull children which I adore. This makes me aware og how fragile and meaningful life is. Due to life changing events I have gained a lot of experiences. One of them was to be hospitalized for a period of my life. I have had to start all over to learn to maintain equilibrium and use the body in an mechanical manner. I have been in the same state as many of my future patients, something that will give me the ability of really understand and foster trust between me and my future patients. I have the luck to prosper in life due to amazing neurosurgery at Uppsala academic hospital. It was sincere fascination with life that sparked my enthusiasm for medicine.

Starting Med School this fall 2011

Let the odyssey begin