I guess...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v​=o1O2Ikahh9o&feature=related
Acceptance to Med-school is the only thing reminding me of returning to Europe - furter on, I guess.......BIG ASS SMILE :-D

Interesting

So it turns out, there is a such thing as dying of boredom. Therefore, I always have to be thinking even at work, running, doing sex(true story) and one of the reasons not enjoying conversations, about nothing at all interesting - as weather, clothes, cars and other material things - just boring. Because seriously, there is always a new puzzle to solve.

From zero to this (hospitalized to Med-School)

This path, of increasing knowledge and fysical endurance, from zero, squat, nothing (a slobbery, drooling retard) is the "ride" of my life. I can't stop, just wan't to learn more, experience much more and follow my dreams from early infancy(childhood years). Some abilities are amazing - for my own point of view, and other are still low(by my own standards), however, it's an amazing personal endless voyage towards medicine and surfing. Just love you all. BIG ASS SMILE :-D

Experience of a small infection

One thing I have learned under these years - from my journey back to a normal life (since my hospitalization -04, two kids and triathlon training) is my body's function, inside and out. Within 4 days I am 100% again. Just listen to my body and relaxing - sleeping, drinking water, keeping a nutritious intake and reading a good book not with standing the side effects from Twinrix (Vaccine for Hepatitis A and B ) I took 4 days ago is generally feeling unwell. So it's expected. No rocket science, just my immune system up and going :-D

Infection

I am feeling a small infection within the body, might originate in my posterior part of my oral cavity, I will definitely go home after job and gargle some iodine (gurgla jod för att jag har känningar i bakre delen av mun
hålan) - reduces the transport of bacteria - kill the bacteria.

Furher on

http://www.statravel.se/cps/rd​e/xchg/se_division_web_live/hs​.xsl/topp-10-surfstaellen.htm
I will not live in Sweden, further on. I love the summer, ocean and mountains. I guess, it's in my blood - adventure

X-ray

Just back home from the ER of SÖS (hospital in the south part of Stockholm). X-ray on my left foot. It was battered at work this morning by a fork lift. The personnel were great, showed me the X-ray other techniques. Gladly there was no fracture on the scan - which were my big concern regarding my surf trip to Bali next week. I meet a real nice doctor with the same name as on of my good friends - Michelle Ek, both Michelles are smart and very sporty. Great personalities. I guess Michelle Ek is a athletic name. :-D

Destiny

http://www.watch-house-online-​free.com/Watch_House_Online_Se​ason_2_Episode_19_House_Vs_God​.html
I can thank my life as it is today to neurosurgery, and I love the science way of thinking, however, I can't ignore some special events of life. That's hard to explain in a rational manner. nevertheless I just keep on doing It my way and time will tell. If this way is a chosen one or destiny. Time will tell ;-D

Acclimatize

I'm going out for "after work" just to return from nocturnal living to normal life. Socialize a bit, cause I now have to get my as back on ground once again. No social life and graveyard shift. Made me I bit "fucked up" and strange, not with standing no training since Monday, made me real crazy. Well for now I'm back again. Regular training and longing for the white beaches of Bali. I will have to set a new record in cheap living, but I have a good old plan for that. See ya! B-)

Smooth awakening

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v​=o7MhpFF1vv0
Was overtired in a back seat of high way 101 (-06 in Californa) , late night and the only visible light was from the from traffic lights and  oncoming traffic. the surroundings were pich black, the first time I heard this song. One of the best awakenings ever - great memory...

Never forget your past

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v​=numCZoBFcv4&ob=av2e
Emotions are the best, this song reminds me of my long lost sister, who died of a drug overdose in my early teens. Memory of her is the backbone of my motivation to become a doctor

Raw models, for me anyway

Example of great persons(The Red Hot Chili Peppers), that beaten the odds raised from the gutter and are successful within there area of interest. Just love' em. Surf up dudes! B-)

Ctrl. C on each other

"Hot Light, Cold Steel" a great book I'm reading right now from Michale J. Collins MD, an hilarious doctor (Orthopedic surgeon at the Mayo clinic) in the US, with a great sense of humor - much self-irony, where he describes himself in embarrassing and funny situations. It's an easy read book, with less medical language. Trust me I read parts of in the metro. One second I cry, for in the next second start laughing, of course other passenger were interested in my sudden change of mood. It's so amazing to see how other people react to my mood change. It's contagious, the surrounding react in the same way. Just love the psychological part, when you can make other to be glad by, by showing genuine happiness, when your hole face laughs even the tight wrinkles of your skin lateral of your eye are distinctive, as sharp lines transverse from the eye in a lateral direction. Obviously it work perfect the other way around, angry, depressed, intrigued and amazed. The two last ones is perfect if you want curious looks from the opposite gender (genus, sex- man, girl). Particulary with females, the are easily controlled by emotions. Now I must keep on reading. See ya!

Two choices

I'm laying here in my small bed, Stockholm - a room of 12m3 and my immune system fighting something. I got two choices; no 1, is to be pissed of regarding my health status and performance of life(I was a lost boy for a long time of my life - now 35 years old). no 2, is to be glad for Med school(this fall) and great contacts, I choose no 2, by heart, cause I'm alive and aiming for a healthy life in the name of altruism - it's the least I can do for my previous actions of life. So good morning folks, we seems to have a great day in front of us. :-D

Magical song!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v​=o7MhpFF1vv0 

Was overtired in a back seat of high way 101 (-06)- California, the first time I heard this song. One of the best awakenings ever B-)