Waiting for a green light

so I can rock and perform....

To Doc Anghel

This is to honor your legacy. R.I.P. my friend

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pHa4pvspCqc

Sweeeeet

Realxing notes

Today I slept the best I have in years. A couple of hours at jetty in Stockholm. With my broken clothes and shoes in a perfect fold manner. With company of communicating ducks and a mother Swan with a bad attitude, real bad - at first, however, she calmed down after some persuasion.

Power of mine

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Just do it (control C form my Facebook, hence the white borders is on me)

Raw notes - amplifying motivation 

Love when I can hardly get up from bed nor having nothing to eat - waiting to work to start and they have free coffee - having adipose tissue for energy consumption and an motivation of a ranger - perfect with a sales job - must keep a great smile and focus on the costumers - never letting down the service of attention.

Perspective notes

Take the first step in faith. You don't have to see the whole star case, just take the first step. Martin Luther King, Jr. 

Sitting at Starbucks in Stockholm and the local employees is giving me free coffee and discussing American football - one of them a great guy except the Patriots part. Nevertheless, the free gesture is perfect for the almost broke Cowboy fan, when I wait for the next coming day - need study all day for an exam at the University here in Stockholm (KTH) in the end of August - so the scholar ship for Medical school is safe, hence no private loan nor helping parents needs to contribute for this voyage. Since the money was not present all the way until scholar ship could kick in.

When starting this journey I was cocky, confident and determined for success. Well, there was some deep holes in the stair case in the name of economy - something in common with the Greek gods* from Saturday night live. There has been a wild trip, in a mixture of the US - Marine core base in San Diego, fetus position, arrested, tested for Mental illness, arrested at a maternal clinic, got a Math female - lost her, loosing Medical school and on. Believe and on - with capital letters. Notwithstanding, a solitude life style with broken clothes and homelessness. However, never giving up, and now I have contact with a new Medical University with an intriguing curriculum and an rough country topography - it was Hercules goal location. In the end I will have a inverse of a modest student loan and an adventure that will open the gate to the Antarctica where my crave for adventure and new experiences - mentally and physically - who will blossom as a wild flower - the way it should be, for the wild soul - This vessel posses. 


* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IcaHutZQiIA